Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Support what you feel right


We are all born different. No one person is so identical to the other.. Even identical twins have some things different. We might have the same taste.. but still the degree of liking the same thing is still different. 

What i'm saying is... its ok to support what ever caused you think its right and worth your time supporting it. LET ME REPEAT.. what ever cause... may it be animal's right, human rights, gay or lesbians, woman's right, man's rights, children's right, freedom of speech right.. what ever you feel "RIGHT" babe... as long as you feel strongly about it and you want to make a different than support it... 

One thing I asked though... please dont impose it on me.. dont judge me for not supporting what ever caused that you believed in. You believed in it.. but I dont for some other reason... Hey.. its fair right... I dont imposed it on you.. and I dont judge you or label you.. so leave me with what i believed in. And dont say it out loud.. learn how to hold your tongue.. what im saying is... yes you can fight for what you believed in... your cause or causes......go to events that support your cause.. Fight for it when you're there.. when you're at home.. preach it... do what ever you thing you should to show support... but when you see someone who dont.. dont slander them... learn how to RESPECT others who at that particular moment dont support your caused.. who knows... maybe later.. one day.. they'll have a change of heart and support it too.. But in the mean time dont judge and dont say things that will effect your friendship... you're not alone in this world... ... dont let 1 cause that you dont have mutual agreement with your friend or relative ruin your relationship. Lets agree to disagree and be civilised about it.. 

All im saying is what ever you support, believed... RESPECT OTHERS TOO!! They have their rights... their believed and their cause. LEARN TO RESPECT THEM TOO.... 







Monday, March 11, 2013

Ateh's letter



Dear Mama Hanie n Daddy George..


Hi!! How are you? I hope both of you are doing well. I wanted to say thank you for taking care off me last week. Im doing well.. Im eating well and poop well too!!!! I dont need to take laxative any more!!  Yippie!!! Here's my latest photo..... 


The ugly step sister, Boots still chase me around.. As a result.. now.. Whenever my curfew time is over.. Its her turn to go into the cage n stay there all night long.. If not... We'll be fighting all night and i'll be hiding somewhere just to get off her radar... So the girls decided to lock her up and im free to roam the apartment. Yay!! But im still scared sometimes... 

Here's a shot of me hiding from her... 


Shhhhh...... dont tell Boots.. This is one of my favourite hiding place.. 

Daddy George.. Sorry for being so noisy when i was at your house... I love doing the duet songs with you last time.. Remember.. the last night before I went back?? hehhehee... im looking forward to do it again.... nahhh... just teasing you... . Actually... I was telling you that i missed my siblings and wanted to go home... and also I was thanking you and Mama Hanie for taking such a good care of me. Just so you know.. the minute i step foot in my house.. Im as quiet as a mouse... 

Last but not least.. Thank you again for taking care of me.. Tell Tom-Tom, Highway, Sheba, Arthur and the others thanks so much for putting up with me and sorry for being such a brat.. 

Love always...











        ATEH


P/S: I hope & pray that Athena will come home soon!! 


Thursday, March 7, 2013

Me, Mom & Alzheimer


Well its been quite sometimes i think my mom got her alzheimer's diseased. We've been to the doctor and after all medical check up, she was as healthy as a horse for someone at her age.  But dont know why she keeps loosing weight and together with her weight her memories too. My aunt who is a doctor saw her and told me to read up about alzheimer and it confirms my theory that she has that disease.  Moving on dad says we'll take care of her and that things resume as normal as possible. 

I've been doing some reading and research on my sweet time and found out that what ever the symptom of an alzheimer's patient have, my mom have it. And nothing could be done.. Technically. I dont think any medication will help. And dad bought lots of supplement to help her like to help her memory to stimulate her brain and what not.. But honestly.. I dont see any change though..

My mom's mood have been ups n down.. Sometimes she loves me so much.. Like she really love me.. Other times.. She cant bear looking at me.. Like i did something wrong but i did nothing of such. Sometimes everything i did is not right in her eyes, like i purposely did something to hurt her. Like this one time.. I was watching tv with my cousin.. She came in to the living room then sits on a corner staring at me.. (Of course i didnt notice caused i was really in to watching the story) then my dad asked her what is she's staring at.. Like something is bordering her.. Then i realised that she was angry at me for no reason. She keeps on saying nothing... But she's staring at me like there was unresolved issues. I know that its her diseased but its kinda took a toll on me.. And i believe dad too.. 

She somewhat jelous when dad keeps on talking to me.. But she didnt realised that when we wanted to talked to her.. She didnt want to answer us.. And sometimes we just try to create some sorts of interaction with her.. Then out of sudden... She just got angry and says that we are scolding her and teasing her... 

I've come to a certain point that when i realised that she's having one of her mood swings, i have to hide myself in my room for few hours... Sometimes with some luck.. She'll be okay.. But other times... After a few minutes.. She's start having her swings again. Funny thing is.. After i went back to my place and i call up my dad to tell him that i reached safely and talked to her.. She'll be asking when am i coming back again!!!???? 

I know its her sickness and i really try to be patient... Trust me... Im being really patient... But she has a way of irritating you.. Making you angry and mad... Sometimes at her.. But most of the time at yourself cause you're angry for being angry and mad and irritated because you let her do that to you.. I dont know whether it makes any sense to you... But its true!!!


Mom often say things that seem nonsensical to us; or, say things that leave us exasperated, confused, frustrated, and sometimes angry. The words she say often cause me to react negatively, angry and most of the time wondering what is she's trying to tell me. I' m still trying to figure out what she's saying.. Trying to make sense out of it.. But mist of the times makes me feel like what had happen to her that makes her sooooooo...... Stupid...

Am I in denial?