Tuesday, November 27, 2012

5 lil' kitties

Chronology:

Last Friday 23.11.2012 came back from office only to find this 5 lil' kitties in a box at our apartment staircase. Trying to be a good person and dont want to think ill about human kind thought maybe the mommy is somewhere walking.. so we just left the babies there thinking maybe later the mommy will come and feed them... 

On Saturday 24.11.2012.. afternoon wanted to go out on a date.. saw them still at the same place.. untouched... my heart sank.... there was no mommy.. and my theory came true.. they were abandoned by their mommy owner... so came home early after dating.. luckily have an understanding bpren... brought some milk... took them upstairs... and feed them.. they are so hungry and shouting... pity them... How could that bloody person do that to them... umbilical cord still intact.. eyes still close.... ohh ticks... lots of ticks....guess they are about 2 or 3 days old... 
  

Day 1: immediately after feeding session:

There goes my nights...... will be having less sleep....




Day 2: all dried up, fed, and done alphabets (the no 1 & 2)

Showing positive signs... ticks all gone... drink milk .... lots of milks...

*Mental Note: to write a blog on how to take care of lil'kitten later...



Day 3: Wet bottoms... but i just wipe them clean!!!

Mr Bpren was on leave... so he came to the house to baby sit them in the afternoon.. so sweet of him... he milked and cleaned them..... TQ lalink for helping me~~

Then last night i cant sleep... they been wailing all night... dont know what is wrong with them... fed them milk few times.. still wail.... then wipe their bottoms... still wailing.... then change their hot water bed... also continue wailing till 1230 in the morning.. then got an sms a friends' daughter got mugged!! oh dear... worried sick.... while waiting for full report... wait on hand and foot... checking what's wrong since they still wailing.... and my other cats are not keeping it down either.. they decided to have olympic session... running all over the house knocking things down.. more like a hurdle 100 meter sprint tournament... and the clunking and thudding sound of things falling down... and the babies got startled and starts wailing again...
and finally i manage to cracked the wailing code.....
 it turns out that they want to do no. 2!!!  

Then got a phone call from friend.. chat a bit.. got angry after hearing the story.. then done chatting... almost 1 am... check on the babies again.. all 4 sound asleep.. only 1 of them still making noise... maybe missing their mom.. cuddle him/her for a while.. then let him/her sleep with the rest...

So today im like a zombie!!! 


Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Beautiful Turkey - Part 1


Sometimes, while just sitting at my office desk or while laying on my bed while reading blogs or pinterest, i got flashes of memories the time while im on Turkey in 2008. 



Its Flag




Its location on the Earth


The first time i fly. And it was a long flight too. We took MAS airline and fly direct to Turkey but have to make a quick 1 1/2 pitstop at Dubai. I didnt like the 1st pilot who drove the airplane.. Bit rough and bumpy. But the srcond pilot was good.. And the flight was as smooth as riding a silky clouds.

Then we landed at the Ataturk Airport. In the midst of excitement i forgot to take photos. At that particular time i wasnt into photography. Somewhere along the 2 weeks journey i discovered that i love taking photos and my camera at that time was not good enough. But it does serve its purpose in its limited capacity. 

We went to Topkapi Palace in Istanbul.... Beautiful city...Had lunch at some Turkish restaurant. Wish i brought a book to journal my travel experience while i was there and that will be great remembrance.... However... Since the absence of the journal... i shall access my brain and write what i can still remember... 
Some Scenic View

Well... the weather was nice.... not too cold.. not too hot.. I was there in the middle of April if Im not mistaken... and the Turkish people are so good looking!! Handsome and Gorgeous!! The children are good looking too!! But what i didnt expect is that Turkey have old monument like the ones in Athen. It turns out that Troy.. the city Troia... is in Turkey!! I have good times there... as when im was young.. i love reading greek myth stories.. well still do!!... Ok.. That's another story... Coming back to Istanbul....

I've visited the Blue Mosque... but didnt make it to Halga Sophia... due to the time constrain.. love the building.. very old.. it have it own smell that i cant describe it.. be the Grandness of the Mosque makes me think.. how rich the Turks must be those days... to build something as big as that.. and the decorations on the windows and intricate ceramic tiles forming the tulip pattern was awesome. Yep Tulips... Actually its not the Netherlands who started to commercial cultivate tulips.. but during the Ottoman Empire. More reading here

Then we spend the night in Istanbul. At Hotel Cartoon  to be precise.. YEP!! as the name.. lots of Disney Cartoon Character on display.. hehhee... cute hotel.. 

If you ever have the privilege.. or extra money.. do visit Turkey... You wont regret it!! 

Well I ♥ Turkey!!

Part 2 coming later..




Monday, November 5, 2012

Its just that...

Few months back i announced to the world that i'll be changing my job. And really looking forward to it. Well who wont.. in terms of salary it does makes my eyes goes $$_$$ but after a week there... i dont like their culture... and i felt like im a different person and i dont like the person im becoming. I always have to be on tip toes waiting for some thing to go wrong... and felt like i cant do the job as if i never worked in this line before... Yes its a BIGGGG company here.. but i dont feel like its worth it.

So now im back to my old job... everything stays the same.. except that i cant claim OT which makes me goes TT_TT as im broke now... so now im looking at options...

But now i feel like im not motivated... i lost the fire.... or maybe its end of the year.. and it rains everyday... every evening... till night. till early morning.. sometimes it stops then it rains again... and it makes me feels.... GLOOMYYYY.....

ok... i need to go for my prayers and make hot coffee to combat the gloominess....


Credit : 
# i just change it to BW to suit my gloominess...

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

My character - according to my birthday!! hehehehe


Those of the M****  birth date are the type of people who will prefer to tend to their own affairs throughout life.

You are a generous and supportive type of person who will enjoy sharing the pleasures of life with your friends and loved ones.

You can however, become quite aggravated if not downright annoyed, where you begin to feel that others misinterpret your generosity and kindness for weakness.

At such times, and when you begin to feel that such boundaries have been crossed, then your T******  nature can definitely become aroused and, in the manner of a red cloak taunting the bull in a Bull Ring, you can charge without warning.

The T******  enjoys good food so that tasty culinary dishes can definitely be the way to your heart.

Your M**** T******   birth date endows you with the qualities of persistence and determination.

As example, when you have an idea of how things can be improved or enhanced, you are driven to share your idea or ideal and, you will stop at nothing in order to accomplish it.

You should, as a M****, take some caution to give time to listen to the concepts and ideas of other because you do have a tendency to share and impose your enthusiasm upon others irrespective of whether or not they wish to listen.

As a M**** you are endowed with a tremendous intelligence that immediately becomes apparent to the people that you come into contact with.

You are a far from dull type of personality and have a mindset that can take a particular interest in the unraveling of complicated problems or brainteasers. This could take the form of unraveling some complicated type of puzzle for example.

The M**** birth date inherits the qualities of considerable power and ability, and you are they type of person who thinks big and is attracted to big projects.

As a M**** birth date you are endowed with a strong libido, and if you want to really enhance your smoldering appeal, then look to the colors of midnight blue and purple.

Under the influence of your ruler the planet Venus, both men and women of the M**** birth date will favor wearing stylish clothing. You should endeavor to wear blue in order to calm your emotions and to stabilize the conflicting thoughts that can build up within you

To really maintain the perspectives in your life you might like to consider becoming involved in some form of volunteer work, in a retirement home or hospice organization for example.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Final week


Well been here for 4 years and i really thought that tis is the place i'm going to work till i retire. Taking thing slow *as if... Making plans for my future business... But somehow God have other plans for me... So i guess im going with it!!!! Hhahaha... 

Since i've accepted this job offer.. Lots of other companies approached me asking do i want to work with them... Till today.. Almost 5 or 6 big company's approached me... And this one particular company even seriously wanted me in... Told them i have accepted a job offer but they still insist on having a chat with me.. So we'll see how it goes... 

Guess that will be my backup plan if i cant stand it there... Which i hope not.. I prayed that i'll perform well and will be appreciated there.. 


Tuesday, July 24, 2012

I've come to a conclusion


While sitting in my bedroom watching tv it just hit me.  It's true what k hanie said... If he aka my boss want to give the company to me he could done something to show his sincerity.. Not just dangle the carrot in front of me and make me work hard so that he could enjoy the fruit of my labour.  No doubt its still his company and its his client.. But somehow i hoped that he realised that without me he cant really run the business... (maybe)  

So i've decided enough is enough.  The reason being.. i've asked for a 2 months bonus as i've been working hard as if the company is already mine and i thought that somehow he would recognised it and in exchange give me a good bonus or a percentage of the profit of the collection that i've manage to collect debt from the client.

However hope is only a hope.. It didnt materialised.  I believed that rezeki dah di tentukan oleh Allah but.. Somehow... This is ridiculous. I've work like an ass and he gets all the money and spend it lavishly.  Therefore i've decided that enough is enough... I need to get put and go somewhere else that's pays well.

Oh by the way... I know that almost all of my posting are in english. Reason being. Just want to brush up my english which at the moment is so terrible. My vocabulary is shrinking and my grammer are all over the place. So i hope that by blogging in english... And when i read them again.. I could've detect the mistake and improved myself.  Sometimes im ashamed to speak in english as i often lost of word to expressed myself.  

But coming back to my main story... The moral of the story is to stop making other people rich and start making myself rich...



Friday, July 20, 2012

Testing a theory

#im blogging via my ipad....

Some say i could draft my thoughts in evernote then upload it to my blog. So im testing this theory and seee whether its working or not....

Let me add some photo...

#photo missing... Need to reinsert it back.....



Ok... How do i move the photo???? Hurmmmmm.... Cant seems to find the command..

Its ok... Now lets try to upload this to my blog....

Thursday, June 14, 2012

IM STRESSING OUT

I've been a good friend to everyone.. helped them when they are in deep shit... listen to their problems, try to solved them, helped them in any way i can.... worries for them,  
but when it comes to my turn.. when something happens to me, or i need someone to talk to, share my problems, just to mellow down my stress level.. everyone seems to disappear!!

Felt like no one even noticed that im having problems, im pissed, im stressing out, im burning out!!

OK FINE!! dont be bordered about me!! I'll do the same.. see h0w you'll like it!!


PPPFFFFTTTHHHH!!!


Tuesday, June 12, 2012

The Petknode's case

Well i was there when that incident happen.. Last year.. And tats how i got into this rescueing business..

They have a court trial yesterday and today and the verdict will be on the 28th...

I didnt go there to show my support as those 2 monkeys knows my face and where i stayed.. Rule of thumb.. If u know the convicted person n what they do.. And their capability of doing wrong things to you... You do not show your face...

Well right now everyone is showing their support.. Its ok coz the con didnt know where they stay... Unlike me... If i opened my mouth... I believed i'll become d key witness n if something happens to me.. Who's going to protect me??? Further more im no longer in that particular group... So let say my life being threaten then who'll help me.... No one... Hey... Dont say its not serious!!! U'll never know what people are capable of doing these days...

One might say I'm being dramatic over nothing but... Being raised in the family I'm in... Everything is possible...

Furthermore.... The rules here.. The system or the act is still lenient... Somehow i know that the punishment is not going to be severe..

So good luck peeps.. I've helped what i can during that time.. Not that anyone will remember me...

Thats what i have to say about that...

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

GLOAT

Meaning gloat (verb)
to brag; to feel triumphant; to exult

Example
She gloated over the fact that she received the highest score on the exam, annoying her classmates to no end.


In my case
He gloated over the fact that he received an award from the King, annoying us, his staff to no end.


Well when someone was given an award that carries a certain title before his/her name, one must try be as modest and as humble as humanly possible. Not gloating around and then try to cover up by saying Im not gloating, I just want people to addressed me properly. Actually I dont care about the title...


IS IT??? when you put it that way... i have this feeling that you are... but you are so hypocrite.... 


Meaning of Hypocrite  
a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings

And it kinda annoying to the point that you start calling people clumsy, slow, logy simply coz they did not print your namecard fast enough, change the necessary things or inform others of your new title so that people addressed you properly... erkkk i thought you said you're not gloating!!??!!


Yeah.. i know you're proud.... me too.. but enough is enough please.. dont go over the top please... keep your head level... keep your feet on the ground!!


Friday, June 1, 2012

Blogging via my iPad

Yes peeps.... I managed to owned an iPad!! Which is cool but somehow... I missed my tablet... Which now is safe n sound with my mom... Opps... Hold the fort.. Need to call mom.. Be back in a sec...

.... Tooot... Toot...


Ok.. Continue.. So what's new.. Oh ya.. My boss was awarded datoship so now that's what I have to say about that.. I do have some more to say about it but I prefer to hold my tongue...

Erkkkk I just notice that I can't make any adjustments to this entry.. So I guess I've to download Blogsy n pay its fees.. Ok let's not rush things.. Let's google it first whether necessary for me to get it or not...

Ttyl peep... Off to google land again.... Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...


Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Somehow I always....

Manage to find something to occupied my mind... as in.. there's always something that i want.. something that i need and i'll be googling away.. searching for that thing and somehow manage to make me goes crazy...

At the moment.. im looking for a data storage device that can back up my photo without connecting it to a pc!! Yess very handy when travelling... and something while travelling like going overseas.. i do have lots of things to carry... my backpack... my dslr bag... and my point n shoot camera bag... not to mention all the bags of souveniers that i've purchased while im there... so.. carrying a laptop bag with me is too much.. i have only 2 hands and 1 back!! ohh maybe i should google something to minimize bags while travelling!!

hahaha... ok.. off to google land again!!

Friday, May 11, 2012

Its Friday....

and i dont have the mood to work.. or do anything.. and my eyes are not co-operating either... terasa berat je mata ni ha.. kelip pun slow motion je... kalo kat umah ni.. sure dah tido...

ok now.. whats up with my life..






YAAAAWWWNNNNN......
well... still the same.. havent strike gold yet.... still have not owned my own company.... still paying debtsss... still havent heard from long lost relatives who's rich and died and left me with lots of money..





as for photography... i think.. i've improved a bit... see here .... and im drooling over a new camera... a dslt... if only i have enough money....

as for my guitar lessons... im learning picking styles.. quite interesting and my left hand fingers are a bit numb... well that's the price of wanting to learn how to play guitar badly...

ohh im drooling over the new ipad too.... georgeous....

ohhh dear.... my eyes are like garfield now......





all i can imagine is this....











Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Promoting my photoblog




Dear readers... (I hope i have.. )

Feel free to drop by my photoblog 

there's lots of photos which i took using my iphone, my point n shoot camera.. 

and soon also photos that i took with my dslr...


hope to hear your comments... here and there too...



ohh... enjoy my latest song obsession:




Friday, May 4, 2012

The things i learned about friendship


Quote from Wikipedia

Friendship is a relationship between friends, a friendly feeling or attitude.[1] Friends care for one another and look out for each other. For a deep understanding to occur between friends, they must open up about personal things, listen carefully, and be loyal to one another (Kheterpal, 2008) Friendships and associations are often thought of as spanning across the samecontinuum and are sometimes viewed as weaknesses. The study of friendship is included in the fields of sociology, social psychology, anthropology, philosophy, and zoology. Various academic theories of friendship have been proposed, among which are social exchange theory, equity theory, relational dialectics, and attachment styles.
  • Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:
  • The tendency to desire what is best for the other
  • Sympathy and empathy
  • Honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
  • Mutual understanding and compassion; ability to go to each other for emotional support
  • Enjoyment of each other's company
  • Trust in one another
  • Positive reciprocity — a relationship is based on equal give-and-take between the two parties.
  • The ability to be oneself, express one's feelings and make mistakes without fear of judgement


 But now with the creation of Facebook, myspace, twitter, God knows what else.. we have hundreds some even thousands of so called friends. Out of those hundreds and thousands only a few that we really know personally and selected few are really closed to us... and only a handful of those who we claimed closed to us are the one we confide in... share our thoughts and feelings.. being silly and stupid... have good fight, argue about things then make out.. share laughter n meals together... passing out things you dont eat to them and simply take something out of their plate and eat it and they dont mind it coz they know you liked it so much... buy you something just because u like them even when you dont asked them too... you’ll subconciously know what do they like, what looks good on them, they would love to taste this n that and buy them souviniers when you are on your expensive overseas trip.

Well some of my friends on facebook are really good.. they’ll make time asking you how are you.. whats going on with your life... is everything ok with you. This virtual friends cares for you.. and eventhough you’ve never meet them personally. 

To what extend the ‘care’ is... well only time will tell. I’ve come across few ‘good’ friend material from facebook, who i can confide with, share stories, laugh, pay a visit when they’re sick and some are backstabber, some are b**ch, others are psyco bi**h... and also few minutes/days/months/years ‘good friend’ then they disappear or they treat you like you’re invisible. 

Well the moral of the story is.... those who you know on fb are ACQUAINTANCE even how close you get.. unless... you met them in the real world... clicked... and then you can call those people your friend... And when you get to know your fb friend... and you clicked... and comfortable with them.... treasure them... make them believe you are really friend material, respect, have simpathy, have some courtesy to call them up every now and then.. ask how are they doing... have a small chat... find time just to go and have a cup of coffee, tea chatime or whatever with them.... not only when you need something from them... 

The beauty part of FB is that you can just ‘unfriend’ those who you dont like anymore.. and YES.... NO HARD FEELINGS cos i dont like you!! Hahahahaha... and dont wonder or feel sad if those people ‘unfriend’ you... they dont really know you.. or they thought they ‘know’ you... 

Ohh i would like to take this opportunity to thank HI, MAH, HRB, BB4949 for being my friend.. i'll treasure our friendship... and hope we'll get closer.... 


Thursday, April 26, 2012

My favourite cartoon shows - Part 1

Im not in the mood to do anything as im not comfortable with my current situation...

so i've decided to share the cartoon shows i used to watched when im young...


Ok this one... wajib tonton.. or a MUST SEE cartoon those days.... 
i got to know Daffy Duck, Bugs Bunny, Porky, Elmer Fudd and many more.... 




ok teletubbies was shown on late 1990s to early 2000... 
i know im of full age at that time... but somehow... 
the character cuteness makes me wanna watch them. 
They are Dipsy, Laa-Laa, Po and Tinky Winky... 
love it when they laugh... and how easy life is for them...... wish my life is as easy as that... 





Thunder... thunder... thundercat..... HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! hahahhahaha....



Girls will always be girls... cant resist cute bears.....



This is Dungeons & dragons: about a group of 6 friends who are transported to another realm and being guided by Dungeon Master and they tried to find their way home from that realm... 



He-Man is the Alter ego of prince Adam... when trouble comes... Prince Adam will take out his magic sword and scream... BY THE POWER OF GREYSKULL.... I have the powerr!!!!

hahahaha....





Jem & the Hologram and josie and the pussy cats.. cartoon with musical genre...  just love to listen to their songs... cant remember any now.. hahahhaa




Ok... now.. there's cookie monster... elmo... bert and earnie, big bert and many2 more... cute characters.. ohhh count dracula too.. where he'll teach you to count....  hence 'count' dracula.. hahahha...... i still watch this.. whenever im tensed.. and i dont want to watch any serious films... hehehheehe



la.. la... lalalala.... if you grow up during my childhood days surely you'll know how to hum this Smurf theme songs. Dah jadi movie skarang... but belum tengok lagi.. as busy with work


Last but not least...

ULTRAMAN!!!!


hahahhaa.. used to watch this every week... until one day.. i just realised that...

when ever he fights those alien monsters..... bila lampu kat dada dia.. the blue lights or red those days.. cant remember already.. too many version of ultraman now.... starts blinking.... then only he'll be able to fire those evil monsters... before the light blinks.. he'll fight those creature... sampai lembik kena belasah... pun cannot fire yet... when ever the light blinks... baru kalot nak fire.. then he defeat the monster.. then quickly he'll fly off home... to recharge i think..battery almost dead.... hahahhahahaaa

Saturday, April 21, 2012

New resolutions....

I know.. i know... its almost in the middle of the year... but i finally get the drift that i should change things... stop wasting time doing non profitable things....

I've decided to concentrate on ways to make money.. work and concentrate on working.. and make more money... I know that im not from a rich family.. and with price of everything going up... i better make lots of money. And im going to change my personality back to what i used to be. Some how i think no point of being nice to people.. they tend to step on your head... and i have to stop being friendly.

Well... there are few other things that i have to change back to my oldself.. put my guards up again.. by letting it down... i noticed.. i get hurt.... lots of time.. so.... im mixing the cement... laying down the foundation.... arranging the brick... one by one.. making a 4 sided wall...



Well... i think its best if i just be a good friend with money.. money... can buy everything... one might say.. not everything... for me.. most of things are better than nothing... just imagine ok... u're sad... and you have money to splurge... and suddenly you fancy to go on a vacation to ice hotel... yep.. you just can pick up your bags and go.... a week holiday or a month for that matter... and you're happy.... if you dont have money.. well.. you stay sad and depressed coz you dont have money to spend... see... it does buy you happiness....


the conclusion: 
I think i wanna be like MR KRABS... 
really love his money 
and love making more money


Monday, April 16, 2012

Feeling betrayed...

with reference to the recent event.... the "tsunami" or "earthquake" of .. well memang rasa macam earthquake pun tu learn about it... it kinda shake my world n my better judgement of what kind of people should i make friends and be friends with or associated with... Normally.. im the type yang susah nak berkawan.. and susah nak get easy with unless memang dah clicked from the beginning.

But i tot we were frens.. we share secrets... we share our pain.. our joy.. rupenye... meleset sama sekali.. feels like im just a place to let out the anger.. the pain.. pastu ok done.. on with life... forget about it.... i dont know you.. who are you again?? mcm confession booth je rasanya...


I'm shocked to learn that its all true.... I was hoping its not.. i prayed that it was just a miscommunication... and that if one day...we were to sit down n have a good talk it will all go away.. but instead.. i've learned that... instead.. of my niat to help them.. my so called friends dalam menjayakan cita-cita n niat murni tu.. trying to contribute as much as possible fighting the cause... with my limited time and money... so that both can gain... more importantly.. their cash flow will be be bit better... instead.. they took it as im trying to milk money from their organisation...

If masa itu i didnt provide them with the information about.. they wont be ..........

I feel annoyed... im annoyed... im so annoyed.. till apa nak cakap also... dah tak terzahir....

well... SELAMAT TINGGAL 'KAWANKU'...




Tuesday, April 10, 2012

BOREDOM



photo credit to WALLPAPER HERE


WIKIPEDIA:

BOREDOM is an emotional state experienced when an individual is left without anything in particular to do, and is not interested in their surroundings.


Bla... bla.. blah.....


In positive psychology, boredom is described as a response to a moderate challenge for which the subject has more than enough skill....





Yep!!!



I'M



Friday, April 6, 2012

Things that make me goes hhhmmm.....


As i'm sitting here in front of the monitor, staring right through the internet.. googling.. looking for ways or methods to make more money as my bank account are shrinking... looking for part time work or business or something that dont need lots of cash to begin with will give me reasonable additional income on top of my monthly salary.... googling about partnership proposal... googling about north pole as its hot here... then googling about acoustic guitar... then off to youtube watching people playing guitar... envy them... admiring their fingers as they are able to move and move fast up and down and side to side on the guitar fret.. then accidently i looked at my own hands.. and guess what.... it has wrinkles!!!


IM GETTING OLD!!!! then i just realised... why am i doing trying to make more money?? I think my future is secured as my EPF is on the rise... got my ASB funds and if all goes well, i shall inherit my dad's house and his saving and moms' as well. Then will all that money... i think it'll last me my life time which i think wont be long as i noticed that now its getting easier to die with lots of deceases.. a simple flu can last at least a week... then there's diabetes, heart attack, high blood pressure, then being a woman there's breast cancer, cervical cancer and lots more that i cant think off right now....


The point is... if i die... then who's going to get the left over money?? since im the only child.. and i dont have relatives that worth leaving all those money to them as none of them will take care of me when im old.. How do i know one might ask... well.. right now.. im still healthy.. and still able to work n what not.. and yet no one.. none of my relatives even border to call me up... asking me how im doing.. whether im sick or whether everything is ok with me.. do i need anything...


One of this days i have to start planning where i shall reside when im old.. which old folks home that provide all the necessary care that i need.. and looking at my mom.. there's 50-50 chance i might get alzheimer too... so i dont want to end up homeless and moneyless. I want to save just enough till the day i die.. for the home, the medication.. (i pray to God that i wont suffer for so long.. that i shall die easily) for burying ceremony.. and some food for my cats if i still have them... and hope that after i die.. they'll die too...


Someone told me that her dad have 30 cats when her father passed away... everyday.. one of his cat died too.. and by the 30th day... all of his cat followed him... well for me that's a relieve to know... at least my cats are not being abandoned or abused... they'll be "there" waiting for me... hehehehe....


photo credit to here


# sorry if my grammar is all over the place... i cant write this in malay coz somehow it will sound too sad.. well to me la... at the moment.. im on medication.... one of my lymph node swollen due to 3 weeks old cat bite. Well there's no sign until recently i notice my fingers are bit swollen


as for now.... que sera sera... what will be... will be....
back to googling old folks home

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

My phone history...

Today im going to blog about my old phones.... really love them when i got it.... ok... here we go... Please bear in mind.. some of the phone

first phone: Ericsson T10....

ohhhh canggih tu during those days.. i think somewhere in 1998 or 1999... zaman2 baru keluar hp kecik2... hahaha.. the reason why i got this coz dia ada botton kat tepi.. you pressed it.. the flip will open "automatically" and you can answer the call... canggih oo time-time tu..... hahahhahaha..



Second phone: Motorola T720

Disebabkan the T10 patah the flip and nak repair dia susah... i opted to buy another phone... yaaaaaa Motorola T720. Actually nak beli Startac... but too expensive... and masa tu blum keluar Razr.... but im really satisfied with this phone... used it for so long but finally ntah macammana.. the flip patah sebelah kat joint dia... so nak repair katanya body dia susah dapat... n if dapat also will be so expensive as they have to import it.... hiashhh.... simpan punya simpan... with T10.. last2 masa pindah rumah.. kena curi ngan tukang angkat barang... malas nak gaduh2 so let go je la..... T_T



Third Phone: Nokia 3330

similar to 3310 but lupa apa yg membezakan dia... really good phone.. jatuh also.. picked up the pieces.. pasang2 balik... good to go.... tapi sayangnya.. this phone with me tak lama..... kena snatched...



Forth phone: Nokia N95

Kononnya ala2 nak look like businesswoman la... but bit bulky for my liking.... used it for 1 year plus than trade in for my next phone... reason being... no touch screen..... hahhaa... but cool thing is.. it can slide both sides...

Bold

My fifth phone: Nokia 5800 Express music

Trying hard not to buy Iphone coz too expensive... decided to settle down with this one... happy with this phone.. still have this phone only ada problem sket with the software.. will send for repair later.... the music.. memang best.... n pasang on speaker also tak pecah.... but the reason i later changed it coz the touch screen cant be compared to Iphone.. senang cite... its not an iphone.... hahahha.. but dont get me wrong... its a good phone.. more than enough.. but somehow.. it doesnt sit well in my heart....


My current phone: Iphone 4....

hahahhahahaa.... need i say more?????????

got my Ipod... got my Iphone... soon.... My Ipad.... huahuahua...

# there goes my saving!!! hahhahahaha




Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Take care of us, Captain


got addicted to this korean telemovie.... best jugak tengok.. menjejeh jugak la menangis... this is the second korean telemovie after Winter Sonata yang i layan... its about Han Da Jin who becomes on orphan after the mom died during labour on an airplane on her way to see Da Jin's graduation and ironically her dad drove the plane... and her boyfriend was the co-pilot who accidently make mistake on his first flight which caused Da Jin mom's accident.... and Da Jin had to raised her sister.. Bbo Song... (cute little actress)...

Eventhough she had a rough life... she's still happy go lucky... but will cry when she's on her own...



and this is the song that i loved to listen to during the movie... sangat sangat menyayat hati....





now this makes me wanna learn korean.....



Monday, March 19, 2012

Terukir di bintang


It would be really cool if i could play this song on my guitar soon...



Sunday, March 18, 2012

im back in the ditch....

Ari ni... im being reminded of my sad unresolved issue... a baggage that i've been carrying on for the past 10 years.... its not that i dont want to resolved it but.... somehow... i just cant.....

i can see that my youth is slipping through my hand... i cant have it back... ni know that if i get married now ... no way im getting pragnent... due to my age and the chances of something wrong with the baby are getting higher as i aged...

some people keeps telling me to just let my dad know what im feeling... but how can i do that when.. dad is worried about mom who's suffering alzheimer... and how i can broke his heart again.... therefore... the only thing i could do is wait n hope that someday my dad will realised that when mom n him passed on i' ll be alone... and when im old... hopefully i pray to God... please let me keep my mental health n if i die... just let me die quickly so that i wont be a burden... to anyone... as i have no one to depend on.. that i have no relative that will look after me... and so that i wont be much of problem at the old folks home...

that reminds me... i need to start scouting for old folks home so that when the time comes im prepared n have enough money for it.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

NEW BLOG!!!

hahahaha......

nothing to do... so i've created a new blog.. more like a photo blog....

pls drop by and follow!!!

I named it : Everyday I'm Shutterin'

Feel free... but its still under fine tuning...



Thursday, February 2, 2012

Im torn between 2 principals..


I know blog are suppose to be read by many2 people.. some friends and some strangers.

but im sort of a private person.. i dont want to share lots of things about me to the world.. but on the other hand.. i want to share some things with the world...

maybe what i should do is just share what i want n not the other..

wait.. what am i mumbling about.... hahahaha.. im sleepy!!!


Monday, January 16, 2012

Touched....

Hari ni... hantar momok, chibie, n zorro ke kinik kembiri setapak.... ohhh yes... i adopted another 3 cats.... a good thing is spay cats kat sana murah... and tax deductable... yes peeps... can deduct incoke tax.. i pun x tau.. so now dah tau.. wanted to share that info with you all.... i shall buat hyperlink later... pakai tablet ni payah nak buat link2 ni.... and lagi satu.. dont know why my tablet suka crash...nak kena update firmware dia kot.... 

so now my 3 boys are dah beso dah... dah kena sunat.... hehehe... at least no more litter from them... glad that i helped dlm mereducekan stray cats population by spaying them...

enough bout them... what touched me today is.. pakngah bawak we all p umah papa meow.. ok.. the link to his blog nanti i pastekan kat sini... meet lots of cats n 3 dogs... yg nama i still x tau lg.. maklumla... first time pi and unexpected visit pun.... hehhee... but i read about kak peace.. but dia dah happily running around in heaven... RIP Peace... 

the highlight of the visit is.. i met this cat Lucky yg sistem saraf dia dah rosak... so nampak dia terketar2.... jalan pun bergoyang2... we all think dia born mcm tu...  so one of papa's fren suggested hantar kat papa... so till now papa yg bela dia.... kesian giler dia... i tengok je from far...dare not touch dia..coz dia marah bila org sentuh dia.. or maybe dia x biasa with me... but apa2 pun...sayu je tgk dia... mcm tu pun... dia masih ada will power to hidup... apa pun cerita dibelakang lucky.. i tak tahu.. so better dont say anything or passed judgement atas benda yg kita tak tahu in life.. better tutup mulut n tengok n observe je..







Saturday, January 7, 2012

Im working... ON SATURDAY!!!


Ya i know... lots of people in Asia work on saturday.. so its not a biggie... hehehe...

well... rather than im wasting my time with certain bunch of people who are like leaches.. suck your blood out.. might as well you earn money for the same amount of time you spend there...

Positive vibes ... remember..

ok im on to my next project now.. im going to concentrate on how to play the guitar... and also at the same time... try to find ways to make more money... not the MLM way... the investment way...

i'm not good in persuading people to join this or that MLM... nor persuade them to become a member... so the only way i can think of is having investment... tiny bit here... tiny bit there... small amount of money stash here n there... hehehe...




#i just noticed the similarity in this post and previous post.. both have mr Smiley face... hurmmmm......