Thursday, November 19, 2009

ITS dark out again

It has been raining every single day..
not that i should be complaining...
its something beyond my control..
Its GOD's doing..

But I hope
if it's raining here..
than it should be snowing in north and south pole..
and the himalaya's.. and every where that it should be snowing
so that the ice wont melt.. and the sea level wont rise... and
everything would be fine.. till the day i die...

and the prediction of apocalypse 2012 wont happen..


Ya I know.. i know..

I watched way too much documentary and movies
and its haunting me... http://matcuoi.com



Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I'm tired being me...

WHY OH WHY....


people like to push me around...

always asked me to do things...

make my life complicated..
makes me suffer....

play with my head...

makes me confuse...

playing with my sanity

makes me feel guilty....

weight me down...
WHY OH WHY....

cant people just leave me ALONE....

IN PEACE....

please....
STOP BORDERING ME...

MESSING WITH MY HEAD...

Cant u see that i'm
suffering... drowning...

a n d ~ i ' m ~ a b o u t ~ t o ~ g i v e ~ u p . . .


STOP acting like you care.. when you dont...

STOP pretending like what I did matters....

coz i know.. I DONT mean anything to you



Now that i know who and what you are...

and that I knew that....


YOU DONT KNOW ME....

Monday, November 16, 2009

THE ICEBERGS ARE MELTING!!!

i know.. i know... mostly people dont care bout the icebergs... but since the last 2 days i've been staying at home watching Natgeo and Discovery channel... it somehow does effect me.. and got me thinking... Based on Nostradamus prediction on 2012.. and the movie 2012 (no I haven't watch it yet... and i don't intend to... coz i'm chicken shit...i'm scared i cant sleep at night after watching that.. ya.. i know its not a horror movie.. but still.. it will got me thinking... what if....) it just that WHAT IF... that thing gonna happen.. the cosmic realignment and what not... all the predictions are there.. all the signs are there.. DOOMS day are coming... and i haven't been a good girl yet.. i haven't follow and do what my religion wants me to do..

And then i saw this documentary on natgeo about the iceberg and photograph taken by James Balog makes my stomach fills with butterflies... the iceberg are really melting... few photos taken by James Balog which i saw on the documentary...

The iceberg does look beautiful and mesmerising... but just imagine.. what if the whole ice sheets in antartica and greenland melts?? The ocean level going to be increase by 30cm... and people.... i dont know how to swim!!! our world might change into something like... waterworld movie.. aiya.. the one where Kevin Constner is the hero...


and the black ice.. is considered as dead ice... and there's not enough new snow to cover the old ice... then it will turn black... or something like that...


i dont know how many people read my blog.. but i dont care.... all i want to say is.... people.. please reduce your carbon footprint on the mother earth.. recycle everything.. try to reduce your garbage, electric consumption, water consumption, bring your own water bottle... stop buying those bottled mineral water, then you reduce one garbage.. switch off all those lights... well i did switch off my room light when ever i watch TV!! and also i know some of my frens like to do this.. on tv, on radio.. and they are somewhere else in the house... so please kengkawan... choose only one.. and if u on your lappie... just use the media player in it.. then tak payah on the radio outside already.. hence jimat electric...

Friday, November 13, 2009



WONDER GIRLS – NOBODY
credits to yesayoke & ndhas

You Know I still Love You Baby. And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you.
nan dareun sarameun shirheo niga animyeon shirheo
(I don’t want anyone else, I can’t have anyone but you)
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan shirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jaggu naemareul deutji anhgo
(Why are you trying to push me away? I hate it. You ignore what I am saying)
wae ireohke dareun namja-ege nal bonaeryeo hani eoddeohke ireoni
(Why are you trying to send me to other guys? Why are you doing this?)

nal wihae geureohdan geu mal neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
(Saying that this is for my own good, Saying that you are just not enough)
ijen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae weonhajido anhneungeol gangyohae
(Stop it right now, you know me well enough, Why are you forcing what you know I don’t want?)


I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you.
nan dareun sarameun shirheo niga animyeon shirheo
(I don’t want anyone else, I can’t have anyone but you)
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody ………. 2x

nan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge eobtneunde
(I’m satisfied, I’m happy, If I have you I don’t want for anything else)
nugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol ddeonaseo haengbokhal su eobseo
(Who do you want me to meet and be happy with?, I can’t be happy away from your side)

nal wihae geureohdan geu mal neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
(Saying that this is for my own good, Saying that you are just not enough)
mari an dwoeneun marigan geol wae molla niga eobshi eoddeohge haengbokhae

(Why can’t you understand that it makes no sense?, How can I be happy without you?)

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you.
nan dareun sarameun shirheo niga animyeon shirheo
(I don’t want anyone else, I can’t have anyone but you)
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody ………. 2x

I don’t want nobody body. I don’t want nobody body.
naneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon shilhdan maryeo-ahhh
(Really, if it is not you…I hate it!)

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you.
nan dareun sarameun shirheo niga animyeon shirheo
(I don’t want anyone else, I can’t have anyone but you)
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody ………. 2x

rap.....
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna ggumman gateodeon geuddaero doragago shipeunde
wae jaggu nareul mireo naeryeohae
(Everything was just like a dream, I want to go back to those times
Why do you keep on pushing me away?)

Why do you push me away? I don’t want nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody but you.

IT HAS ARRIVED!!!

This morning was a bit dull and i was a bit down...
I think... its the weather la...

it rained last nite and hence the morning laziness to wake up... Then I was doing my own work... paper shifting... thinking... i's going to be a very long boring day... and suddenly... a knock on my door.. telling me... there's a parcel for me... My heart jump!! could it be??!!??? ... the thing that i prayed hard to reach my door in good conditions... that i wont get burned coz i purchased it on EBAY!! n it was my first time purchasing stuff from ebay ..http://matcuoi.com

any how... this is it....http://matcuoi.com


I was so dang excited... i was jumping around doing the chicken dance.. and smiling cheek to cheek... quickly grab my cammy n then while unboxing... took few pictures of him.... hahaha..

more of him....

Ya I know....
I managed to get him
together with

Muira!!!

http://matcuoi.com



AND THIS IS WHAT HE SAID.......




he... he.. he... for those who donno what the heck this is.. check out.. HERE!!








I haven't read the manga yet..... haven't found it yet in M'sia shores... or maybe i didnt noticed it before...
hmmm... maybe i should find it n read it..


any how.. i just love this figurine... will take more photos with him later...



I'M SOOOOO HAPPYYY!!!!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

im super bored

hmm... how should i put it.. i'm sooooo boooreeedd..

ya i know... i have millions of things to do... like facebooking, flickring, photographing, computing, kite-flying, video watching, music listening and whatever activities i normally do...

but somehow..


there's always an empty hole in me... something that none of the activities can fill... i wonder why.. i did try to make myself busy.. with lots of things to fill up my time... but there's always that emptiness.. that loneliness...

Maybe i'm just tired.. with all this pretending.. to be happy..

does anyone mind if i just let go...????

Breathe in Breathe Out... Mat Kearney


Breathe in breathe out
Tell me all of your doubt
If everybody bleeds this way
just the same
Breath in breathe out
Move on and break down
If everyone.. goes away
I will stay
We push and pull,
and I fall down sometimes
I'm not letting go,
you hold the other line

Cause there is a light
In your eyes, in your eyes
Hold on, hold tight
From out of your sight
Everything keeps moving on, moving on,
Hold on hold tight
Make it throught another night
Everyday there comes the sun with the dawn
We push and pull, and I fall down sometimes
I'm not letting go, you hold the other line

Cause there is a light
In your eyes, in your eyes
There is a light
In your eyes, in your eyes

Breath in and breath out (x4)

Look left, look right
to the moon and the night
Everything under the stars in your arms
There is a light
In your eyes, in your eyes
There is a light (x4)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Oh what a gloomy day..

The snow melted again over this side of the world...

its been raining either in the morning.. which makes me feel lazy to get off the bed.. or in the afternoon.. which makes me wanna go home n sleep... which i cant... or in the evening... on my way back home.. hence i'll get caught in the jammed.. regretting.. i should've reach home n rest in my bed... and sometimes.. at night.. which i have no complaints.. due to the fact that i can sleep nicely... but then morning comes... *sigh..... why i have to get up n go to work.... me loves to sleep sommore http://matcuoi.com


& somehow.. it does effect me mentally n physically..it makes me feel lazier than usual...... not that i'm the energetic type...oohh but i think i do when I want to do something that i like n love.. something that i have the intention of getting some things done... like... photographing my kitties http://matcuoi.com

ahh now i felt slightly energetic... maybe a photo of the bright sky would help to change the mood... let see whether i can attach a sky photo which i took last few months before the rainy season... here goes...
..........


hey.. would you look at that... hehehe... i did it.. i did it... *jump jump..........

ME = PROUD.. http://matcuoi.com

ohhh and i can see the sun shines through my office window...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I've made it...

Heiya..... me make it to the blogging world..
muahhhaaaaahahaha....

well to be honest.. i've been thinking of starting a blog for quite sometime now... but been busy with my other projectsessss...... (if there's such a word). Looking forward in sharing thousand of things that i see.. or feel or.. what ever things i feel like blogging..... woahhh..... something to ponder...

me = blogger..... sssuuuwwweeetttt!!!! ^_^

truely.. im a jane of all trades... a master of nothing...

ok let me go n wonder around first.. come back later with lots of new"cool" things to be add in here...

cheers...